I told my mom i wanted to move in the future to a new city or country but she said she wanted me to live in the same city so i could help her or something. I told her
> am i not allowed to live my own damn life
and she said 
> ofcourse (you are allowed to live your own life)
I have a feeling mom isnt letting me leave. I am autistic and have difficulties living on my own (based on 1-2 years of living alone and i can barely manage) but goddamit i want to be in charge of my own damn life