On the train. Heading home early. Beyond woed right now. I was walking past the art gallery when this really tall girl walked past. The way she was dressed, her face etc. was perfect for me. She smiled at me but I didn't talk to her. I glanced back and she was looking at me and still smiling. She went into the art gallery and I just walked off. I don't know why but for the last few months, whilst I've still had the tfw no gf feels, I've had no desire to talk to girls. It's not like I want to do it and chicken out, rather I just feel very empty and don't want to do anything ever. I've thought about talking to FRM about feeling this way and the suicidal thoughts but she'd overreact and the hohol would worry too much and she is very fragile like that.