Ok, finally I will reveal the truth to you now:
Everything you are and you think you are, the world you live in, the good and the bad sides of your life, the things you have and the things you miss, it's 100% a creation of your own mind. If you live at a beautiful rich place or at a poor hell hole, it's 100% created by your own mind. Your life, your body, your death, your rebirth, even your gods and demons, all created by your mind. Your past and your future, it's all your mind. There is nothing else. And it's like that for everyone. To realize that is step 1 of the path to liberation. And liberation means, of course, to be liberated from the dreamworld in your mind.