What made you go crazy? Was it the dysfunctional public school system? Parental neglect? Child abuse? Sexual abuse? Drug addiction? Alcoholism? A twisted style of perversion or odd erotic sadomasochism? Loneliness due to rejection? Did your older brother or sister used to mock and embarrass you in front of your peers? Were you ever bullied, beat up and humiliated in front of others? Did you ever see someone you loved get killed while you had an opportunity to save their life but were too distracted with your own problems? Do you have post traumatic stress disorder? Do you have an extreme bipolar disorder? Do you feel suicidal and if so why?