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> the pier thing made her gang stalking fear even bigger
I would argue that the pier is the cause of fear of stalking and her anxiety about irl. There was no hint of this pre-pier and she got lectured for her carefree attitude towards going out and the fact that she openly said she isnt afraid because she could take someone who is approaching her in public. Thats not someone who has a big fear and the precautions are stuff that nearly every big female streamer has. 
> I take her word over yours
You dont have her words and if you dont have the clip it is meaningless. Your the one that said she has a big fear when she never said that was one of her fears and only recently did she grew anxious because of the pier where she is open with talking about. Pre-pier she did not have this big fear and her colleagues lectured her about being carefree. Also note Cinna grew up with guns and did not develop the need to want one because of her fear of gang stalkers.
> she said specifically gang stalking as her biggest fear
around the time when she talked about havin a knife when she is walking home to her house
When she had her hood on and talked about a scenario of being kidnapped and going London-style on someone. Yeah I know the clip your talking. That doesnt equal a big fear. Your logic would make anyone who openly carries or someone who has a pocket knife for SD has a big fear. Like I said, most big female streamers have some defense on them and the one time they had nothing on them(pier) they were vulnerable 
> why would he fearing being gang stalked not fall in line with her behavious before and after the la schizo
Because her previous behavior is different than her after behavior. Rae even called herself stupid because she said she knew better while Cinna was shell shocked because it never happened to her before and the scenario in her head was that she can take someone on. This got disproven fast when it really happened and broke her. Cinna only started becoming more anxious about gang stalking after the pier while her pre-pier was more carefree.