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> she was looking for that one dude infront of the clothing shop
Looking is an exaggeration.
> ven at the sisathon before the last day she was looking for that one dude infront of the clothing shop

> she also said she is a fake demon and couldnt do shit. 
Not when it came to stalking shit. She repeats the story of telling one to kill themselves and openly said she can take one on. This is years of streaming saying this mind you. She goes back to her humor about being fake demon, but she openly said that she could take someone on and told her close confidants that which they always lectured her about.
> do you have any proof that she said that. sound very a-typical of her so i dont believe it maybe she did a bit how tough she is (shes not)
Same with you having to find a clip of her having big fear. Even recently, you can literally listen to Bradley Martin's podcast and how she talks about the pier. She openly says that she did not have much fear pre-pier. So the idea that she has said she had a big fear seems far fetched.
> I saw it live and im not going to sift trough hours of vods to shoe you that. i told you a timeframe find it yourself im not recording everything she said
Me too. I see her lives too and that's why I dont know where you got her saying that she has a big fear of gang stalking when she openly talked and acted in a way where she clearly did not have a fear. The points you made are precautions all big female streamers have. Not one where you can see Cinna's personal big fear of stalkers. Cause again, she would not be doing irls the way she was doing with no security nor would she get lectures by others about her carefree attitude.
> she didnt own guns before its because she moved to texas and was afraid of stalkers after leaving her dads house
Her dad has a gun and she went shooting with her grandparents throughout her childhood. She always was around guns and had access to them. She just had to buy some when she moved to Texas 
> she did that on mutliple streams not just one clip and she also 
Of course she did because its a bit. But she truly believed that she could take on a stalker in public and that she did not need security. Thats not someone with a big fear because she would have gotten security sooner if that was the case and her own words literally say that she isnt afraid.
> her doing these head scenarios shows that she is scared
I watched her going back years. So her talking about a scenario that most of the time on stream as a viewer knows usually gets brought up by a chapter because Cinna talked shit and she puts a story on what she would do.Using your logic she would not be afraid if she didnt bring it up or ignore a chatter? Notice how she never brings it up post-pier vs pre-pier where she would talk about how she would take a stalker down. 
> she talked about it before the LA marathon
With Rae on the podcast where guess what, she talked about how she would take out a stalker. Rae even said it aged like spoiled milk and Cinna said she would never talk like that again because the real experience is different. That tells you she is broken from it because it wasnt something she believed would happen to her(fear would be constantly believing it is gonna happen and have a panic attack which Cinna only had these symptoms post-pier)
> I think this is like the 3 hour car ride to dallas to jacks place thing that you now autistically hyper focus
I'm not the Jack simp. That shit was a delusional white knight who refused to believe direct evidence that Cinna went 3 hours in the middle of the night to get laid by her bf. You on the other hand is saying that she had a big fear and cannot pull any receipts. You literally said this: