later on I felt like I had reincarnated in the same body, reborn, as that Sam character, the parcel carrier delivery guy from Death Stranding and saw some really bad ass edit of his character in the game set to that Sabrina Carpenter song Expresso. So finally I could understand that even if the (redacted) and there was nothing left but ghosts, is still be a main character in life and would still be able to survive and exist. Because earlier in the night, I had been telling my wife that I am a vampire and basically nothing can kill me, I'll still be here in 50 years or 100 years, looking young still. And I must have said something about MKULTRA being a reprogramming of the personality to change into a new person or new identity, since vampire families or vampires can't stay in one place more than 20 or 30 years without people getting suspicious "why does this guy never age?". I probably gave the example of Edward Cullen from Twilight. So I realized that my family are also vampires and that is why when they stopped responding, I thought they has either killed themselves or they had BUGGED OUT and disappeared to somewhere new and I was worried that they were gonna come here and try to kill me or kidnap me. But K told me "no one is coming for you. You don't have to worry".

also remember muttering about the "seven seals of God" or somethinf during that morning where I confronted my father and mother who were Epstein associates, and talking about the 7 sins. But that part wasn't that interesting. I also remember calling A earlier, during the night and sobbing thar "I just caused my parents to commit suicide" and she didn't say anything for 7 minutes until finally "I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU! You didn't even look at me" then cut the call. Then I told (redacted) to FUCK OFF. I must have blocked a bunch of people. Then we called S, A's sister, these calls were all done from my wife's phone btw, and she was listening. And just confirmed that S was okay, that she was doing good and all that and I must have messaged thru whatsApp, "no need to worry. I had just drank too much (I didn't mention the drug based plant) and if you're sister freaks out, just say that everything is okay here". Later on that morning it felt like the kundalini finally rose up and blasted right out of my skull and I was laying down facing the direction of the beach. Where later that day a cyclone appeared..

This is only a small part of my story. That's why I ask Mr President Donald Trump and Mr Vice President JD Vance to please never ever release the Epstein list. No one should be forced to view such horrors