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sure, balance is better than too many. but i'm on 0 now. actually, it's feels negative. no friends and enemies all around. i live in a very hostile and toxic social environment (russia) so every person around is a snitch or conman. they believe in nothing, play roles and lie all the time. if you try to find a friend too actively, these snakes are always first in line. they want to get close to make you do something, or steal money. i'd like that kind of feeling of mutual company and shared experience with any person who does not have an ulterior motive, does not hide anything or plays a role of good citizen. and there is none. it's like the end of the world has happened years ago, i missed the final station where i can step off the earth, and all the people around are evil robots awaiting command to execute order 66.