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> i wasn't abused by either parent i think.
You think or know?
> and even if i was, idk why i'd expect you to care.
Because it explains your behavior.
> i wasn't abused with porn
You abuse it.
> i maybe got abused because uh, someone wanted me in school so bad until years later??
Why weren't you allowed around other children? 
> i'm not sure. 
> i didnt like the belt a lot
So Hector did beat you.