>> bb/126315@122995
What I thought about the waste itself
I was thinking about what kind of fuck I was and how I'd die choking with vomit. I thought that I would never use amph again (this is true, I have not sniffed for three years and there is no desire), that everything was fucked up and it would be nice to finally suicidal in order not to endure torture. That I could never go back into society, that I wouldn't stop being a drug addict, and that I wouldn't be able to turn my head off by not thinking more deeply about things than they are.
>>> bb/126311@122995
How did you feel?
Very bad, on the amphatic waste, I had chills, muscles twisting, in my head some kind of schizophrenia that God himself punishes me for the way of life he does not like. Added to that was ethanol intoxication and then poisoning, and in the moment I didn't understand or think, I just puked, drank water straight from the tap, puked again. I fell asleep on the floor next to the toilet, the next 4 days I was sick - I have reflux and when I burp bile from the intestine is mixed with vomit, it burns the mucous membrane in the throat very much. It was a natural hell, because there is no strength and do not want to eat, drank isotonic and on the second day was able to sharpen a can of meat puree Frutonian. He recovered completely and left a week after the day of vodka poisoning.
>> bb/126315@122995
>> It was interesting and what thoughts were there after.
The thought of giving up the amph.