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Every time amitriptyline is mentioned in this context, I get twitched. Because about 10 years ago, I had my first suicide attempt. I was in the clutches of punitive psychiatry and had access to amitriptyline.
I ate about a pack, about 500 mg. Added about 250 ml of vodka to that. It happened on an empty stomach, I was a very young hikka, I did not drink alcohol. Anyway, I was getting sick about halfway around here. And I went to puke. I don't remember how much I puked. This is the only picture I remember from that night.
He lived alone, so he was out for about a day. Wake up, blood in the temples is pounding, breathing is very difficult. I crawled up the wall to the toilet, a wild dry man, but I wanted to piss wildly. In principle, under amitriptyline it is - on the one hand, permanent drying, on the other, difficult to urinate. Fuck knows, I must have pissed. Maybe he drank some water. It's the same here, the only thing I remember is walking down the wall to the toilet in a fog.
He passed out for another day. I woke up "finally." Actually, there was a loulz in it. I woke up looking at the time, I think it was around 4:00 p.m. Well, I think it's okay, 20 hours of sleep. And then I look at the number, and somehow I don't fucking understand, it was, conventionally, the night from 17 to 18, and the calendar allocated 20. Fuck.
As you can imagine, he survived. Without any medical attention. In fact, I never went to the doctors about this. The first few months my heart was naughty and there was shortness of breath when I went to the store, I had to stop several times. Over time, it went away. Did it have any consequences? Fuck knows, no more than yes. I've had the last couple of years, you know, what's going on with the body in terms of immunity, doctors are fucking around footballing, but it's hardly connected. That is, I can not call myself healthy, but there are no obvious trabbles with the brain and heart.
Answering your question as a practitioner, I can definitely say that drinking amitriptyline is not so easy. They say you can. In fact, I was not on the spot the first pills I got decided to fuck. But to be faithful, you need to eat a few packs, polish it with vodka, and somehow force yourself not to puke. In general, getting yourself to swallow a hundred pills is not such a trivial task. Maybe we should crush them and pour some hellish syrup so we can eat them in a few sips. Fuck knows. >> bb/145219@139182