There are the following problems:
Suppression, inability to enjoy life, neuroses, phobias (behavioral disorder, schizotypal, depression were put from school).
Craving for alcohol, marijuana and cigarettes, communicating with marginals, listening to cattle music.
Bioproblems (I'm foliage under thirty), which is why I am also depressed, sometimes up to binge drinking and tantrums.
Since the age of 20, I have lost my mind, I have forgotten how to enjoy communication, books, art, even fantasize and fall in love. Karoche I am an animal and a faggot, but tormented by the thought that I live wrong. There is no spiritual desire, which is why I am still tormented.
I want to return the love of life, be grateful for life, enjoy simple things - a cup of tea for a walk, beautiful nature, communication with family. Rethink priorities. Do not jerk off nonstop, and then shit two times with hatred for tarks and chads, do not envy successful acquaintances, completely abandon whitefish and reduce cravings for hemp. I’m afraid that a microdose of 0.5g psilo twice a week will help. Will there be a change? At least begin to experience the joy of life and the need to read books, communicate, grow spiritually?