It's been 2-3 days since the amph. I'm like a beast, jerking off has become more or less acceptable, but urter is burning lol. I feel weird. Brainfog is stronger than usual, but objectively like intelligence is as low as usual, slightly more emotions from being in general, compared to my baseline (which I feel years after SSRIs), drowsiness and sleep for 18 hours, but I eat doxylamine and barbie so not objectively, very cold hands and feet, motivation for something as always there is, maybe a little worse, focusing was affected about the same (probably because I woke up half the first night).
If the change is not a placebo or a coincidence, then I probably need more amphetamine, and more rest and recovery (which I don’t know where to draw from, as if I’ve never rested in the last 2-3 years)