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+- the same joke, loved to hang on the mirror at speeds and take pictures with a gun and equipment in different poses, straight stuck for a couple of hours. I wanted to pick the most epic photo so I could upload it to the net when it's X-hour and I'm gonna shoot the faggots. That's just malice as it turned out to be nothing good will not lead. Switched from amph and meth to Armoda, frequented the latter, and got caught, cooked in his own hell naha. It is a state of complete immersion in the world of illusions and shiza, when the range of vision is narrowed to a minimum, I can not name except hell. The worst thing I liked was that, amidst the ashes of the desert and the ruins of the city, the eternal darkness, Mormo and Hecate promised me a harem of boys who could be fucked and tortured all eternity, if I brought more dead to these deserts, they asked for a minimum of 15. When they couldn't do that, they just pushed themselves.
It's such a shitty way to nowhere, because I become their slave, an ordinary toy. These are the usual low-ranking demons that have controlled me for 5 years since the first trips. Although in some places their help was very appropriate, I was much weaker and seems even less tall before meeting them. I used to be bullied on the street by random cattle, there was no one left.
I have no friends and no acquaintances anymore. I tried to talk to the only one, but he said covertly that I was schizophrenic. Even if I'm a schizophrenic three times, it's not a reason to troll a sick person. But it might be better if you took the problem seriously.
But after such an experience, I seem to understand something, for example, that life is the most important thing, a gift. You have to be able to enjoy it. By life, not death, the gods of darkness have no power over me.
In the last, I read a lot about life, Tolstoy, Lao Tzu, Ge Hong (no, I do not intend to drink mercury there are more effective drags for variants of kn), feeling as if I found the light, it is not necessary to go the way of evil deeds, if you give people good it will return. But he always gets lost, stumbles and looks around to find him again.
I would like to drop everything and go to the Far East, Nakhodka, Nikolaevsk, such general perdy with minimal amenities in the middle of the taiga, where you can accidentally stumble upon a bear climbing the mountain (Trustori).
There's anonyms out there who's rolled into a flyshit, how do you live there if you're not a nanocutter and fuck two?
I'm fucking old, I want a new one. I don't want to die.
Checkers and Go by the way did not give up, although I do not like the rules, it is usually just interesting to play on who will overeat and close who, especially if the group of checkers 3-5 knock out from the opponent, the game in defense of the territory and building up the defense is long and not interesting and is tempered with dull passes. It keeps me losing.