the illusion that bonbi gives me keeps me that positive attitude that I need, gives me wings to imagine, also to face the loneliness that we find along the way. it gives me energy, enthusiasm and joy.
it is my secret, my treasure to feel happy. and despite having a bad day, when I get home, seeing her picture or video or just listening to a song that reminds me of her, I feel better and I have a positive attitude, happy and in love. Bonbi generates positive illusions within other illusions and so on infinitely. this joy is something mine and I don't want to share it with the people around me, but I like to share my joy with my bonbibros. Even so, what I feel is inexplicable because it happens.
someone should do a thesis on it.