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Ignore the other guy.
- - - PART 2 - ROUND TWO - - -
By this point I had seen more of her vids and was more fascinated with her "world".
Also, like many other fans of hers, I didn't know her in real life.
I felt that there was something special about her character.
I wasn't interested in dating anyone at this point, but I liked talking to her a lot.
I felt like I was getting to know a friend. I think that was the effect she was actually intending on having.
Her personality really impressed me.
When she started posting more I felt like I was reading something from a different writer.
I began to think the same thing about her.
A lot of things in the videos made me think "wait, this is bonbi?"
I was shocked how many of her videos featured a lot of sex, she was so open about it.
Even then, her fans were just as into it.
I noticed at that time she was posting in different groups too, and I joined some of them.
I guess it was in that world that I first heard about the name 'bonbi'.
I felt I had a special connection with her and I felt it would be more personal to ask her.
I figured if I had anything I wanted to talk to her about, I would just say it, so I told her how she makes me feel.
She was really surprised to hear that from a random stranger.
I thought I really connected with her so I messaged her.
To my surprise she actually replied and we began to talk.
This was when things got crazy for me. (at least emotionally.)
I was very lonely when I first met bonbi and I wanted a friendship to get me through that.
I thought she was a good friend for me at first, but I noticed her posts were often very flirty.
A lot of people didn't like this, but I wasn't bothered by it, and I found myself really wanting to spend time with her.
She seemed to really enjoy my company and I felt like I was her favourite.
I can't tell you how often I was told "I miss you!". (I never miss you)
It was strange because I wasn't sure how to take it at first.
But if I was a better person I would have been more supportive to her.
Even though I never really posted anything that was "nudity", she'd sometimes post nudes that she took.
I think it felt intimate, not in a sexual way, but in a heart-to-heart, I like this person way.
We actually got into a big conversation about this. She has a tendency to overreact.
(continued in part 3)