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I recognise something of myself in her.
Bonbi is stuck.
She lives in circles.
Behavioral patterns that are hard to break, because they are fueled by fears and feelings of inadequacy.
I know we only get to see what she wants us to see. But I think she is not very good at hiding what she feels.
Thats is why she always returns to sad topics on the stream, not for fabricating on screen drama.
Sure you can hide who you are a bit as a performer. But since she started streaming this year, we have many more hours of her talking, playing games.
She seems like a nice person. Troubled and weird for sure, but not the manipulative skeemer some here make her out to be.
I care because she seems like a nice person stuck in a shit situation that is not primarily of her own making.
A vulnerable mind caught in the awfulness of the internet while being a lonely child looking for friends.
Someone gonna say 'bUt ShE aDuLt NoW'.
Sure, but that shit leaves its mark. It makes the inter personal things and the mental illness she was struggeling with in the first place harder to overcome.
I want to see her succeed at what I think she wants most; be able to manage her anxiety and especially have real friends/not feel lonely.