0:26:00 daydreaming
0:29:20 ideal bf
0:45:56 0:47:11 poop
0:55:20 0:56:49 0:58:30 1:01:51 1:05:00 1:20:00 trip 
0:59:07 meds
1:08:46 friends
1:12:31 1:14:50 1:16:15 1:38:00 1:40:10 1:42:10 1:44:40 1:45:50 drugs
1:18:30 $500 patreon?
1:24:25
1:28:00 still ate it
1:30:24 cosplay donation weird
1:39:25 cough
2:05:39 
2:06:37 elon
2:07:50 depression
2:13:00 hair ruffle
2:16:22 2:18:33 chair
2:21:53 cute
2:24:27 boy cope cute boy
2:27:40 guys v boob
2:32:43 finn 
2:35:00

- chair winner decided, has messaged them
- played cod world at war and liked it
- 1200 hours on overwatch
- wants to play ow/lol but has no friends
- daydreams all the time to cope
- has done a lot of introspection; 
- thinks she's the problem in all her relationships that went wrong
- reckons she simply expects too much from people then gets emotional when they're not perfect
- bonbis therapist was very mean and invalidating. is seeing someone else
- doesn't know what calcium is
- doesn't need nasal surgery
- demotivated to cosplay because tiktoks keep flopping
- wants to go to hawaii but doesn't think she'll be able to 
- didn't dress up for halloween. just watched a movie and cried 
- poop has been green and spreadable (like peanut butter) recently
- bonbis trip had an uninvited quest that made it a "living hell", eventually kicked them out
- was being taken advantage of by this person (financially)
- trip was shitty even after he left
- bonbi planned and paid for the entire trip of the whole large group they went with
- bonbi couldn't drink alcohol or do drugs because of the medication she's on
- bonbi did drugs on the trip (small dose, didnt even feel it)
- snorted it at a party because didn't want to be lame
- will try anything once
- is not the type to do drugs or alcohol
- drinks alcohol to cope
- went all over the country to see their friends
- tells elon to KICK SAND. is not a fan
- is sad, depressed, lonely and off her meds
- excited for the cosplays that are coming soon
- being a boy makes her happy. binders and short hair help to cope.
- wants to be both a girl and a boy
- no jeff stream because her crying ruined the makeup 
- cosplayed finn after the philly harassment incident and it helped her
- once locked herself out of emirus house
- wants to go to cuba