0:26:00 daydreaming 0:29:20 ideal bf 0:45:56 0:47:11 poop 0:55:20 0:56:49 0:58:30 1:01:51 1:05:00 1:20:00 trip 0:59:07 meds 1:08:46 friends 1:12:31 1:14:50 1:16:15 1:38:00 1:40:10 1:42:10 1:44:40 1:45:50 drugs 1:18:30 $500 patreon? 1:24:25 1:28:00 still ate it 1:30:24 cosplay donation weird 1:39:25 cough 2:05:39 2:06:37 elon 2:07:50 depression 2:13:00 hair ruffle 2:16:22 2:18:33 chair 2:21:53 cute 2:24:27 boy cope cute boy 2:27:40 guys v boob 2:32:43 finn 2:35:00 - chair winner decided, has messaged them - played cod world at war and liked it - 1200 hours on overwatch - wants to play ow/lol but has no friends - daydreams all the time to cope - has done a lot of introspection; - thinks she's the problem in all her relationships that went wrong - reckons she simply expects too much from people then gets emotional when they're not perfect - bonbis therapist was very mean and invalidating. is seeing someone else - doesn't know what calcium is - doesn't need nasal surgery - demotivated to cosplay because tiktoks keep flopping - wants to go to hawaii but doesn't think she'll be able to - didn't dress up for halloween. just watched a movie and cried - poop has been green and spreadable (like peanut butter) recently - bonbis trip had an uninvited quest that made it a "living hell", eventually kicked them out - was being taken advantage of by this person (financially) - trip was shitty even after he left - bonbi planned and paid for the entire trip of the whole large group they went with - bonbi couldn't drink alcohol or do drugs because of the medication she's on - bonbi did drugs on the trip (small dose, didnt even feel it) - snorted it at a party because didn't want to be lame - will try anything once - is not the type to do drugs or alcohol - drinks alcohol to cope - went all over the country to see their friends - tells elon to KICK SAND. is not a fan - is sad, depressed, lonely and off her meds - excited for the cosplays that are coming soon - being a boy makes her happy. binders and short hair help to cope. - wants to be both a girl and a boy - no jeff stream because her crying ruined the makeup - cosplayed finn after the philly harassment incident and it helped her - once locked herself out of emirus house - wants to go to cuba