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What gets me with the streams is the depression.
She really wants to talk about it, but shes holding back. 
Probably a good idea.
But the stuff she says is already bad enough.

She talked about, playing games that make her more sad as a form of self harm. 'Better than permanent self harm'. 
Yikes.
Then goes on to ask chat if they want to see her play a game that makes her sad. :(