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> first tok you posted
probably the last bonbi tok that gave me actual joy, it was nice to see her with family doing toks and having fun, and it actually looks good and the editing was cool and everything, and the ticci toby stream was the last stream that made me happy by her, I remember I took a lot of screenshot when she did it on instagram after the twitch band, because she looked cute and the stream felt classic since its on instagram instead of twitch. 

but you know what, I will never feel these emotions again and that's okay.