I just realized, she's been fat for almost 4 years now, I was coping the first year but yeah she was fat back then too, like I just opened a 2020 tiktok and she was fat, and back then I liked the toks but what was I thinking, the tiktok were embarrassing, its like I was clinging to the glory days and the fun times, I coped for 4 years and only now when her fat tits is out I realize it, I wish I chose another girl to obsess about