completely unrelated post but I just need to post this somewhere and since I'm banned from /wsg/...
I have to go put my dog down in about 2 hours
combination of a respiratory infection and so many inoperable tumors his x-ray look like swiss cheese
15 years, almost 3 quarters of my life, my oldest and longest friend, this wasn't how this was supposed to end
and I can't even cry
I can't even feel anything
I don't even feel human right about now, I feel weightless, like a ghost inside a shell that is trying to break out and ascend with him but is trapped by these bars of unbearable suffering and fleeting time
I wish I was better with words. I don't know what this post is supposed to bring me. Realize that everything on here is insignificant, everything online and most things in the real world are, so cherish the things that are
his name was lucky