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I don't believe you at all based on the few number of old streams I've watched, where she was super sweet.

But also I don't care because I think you judge people by their peaks. The glorious art she created far outweighs whatever flaws she had. Narcissism is practically de rigueur now... And being a little mean isn't much. Her vitality, her expressiveness, her incredible creativity, the variety of the personas she could take on, etc... All those are like a fire that purifies whatever was ordinary in her.
I said she was a vision of the ideal too, not that she was literally perfect, which no one except maybe Jesus ever was. The super wonderful people in life still have huge flaws, of course, that's just how humans are.