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I imagine being told she is dumb and useless is a big part of it. Still, even now on her Toks she'll receive rapturous praise from old fans so the fact she listens to the people who hate her instead is evidence I think of her self-hatred.

But I also feel like people ignors the elephant in the room about Bonbi's mental state... Which is her being SAed by Emiru's mod. That's not something anyone thinks was made up, right? I've never heard that claimed. People who have such things happen are highly likely to become mental disaster zones. Self-hatred is almost standard. Probably even worse in this case because it was in a way a betrayal by a close, older friend she probably looked up to, Emiru.