Bonbibonkers Stream - 2025.08.27 (Starfire - Chatting)
> 1:40 stream starts - "guys i totally just farted right now"
> not happy with her cosplay
> 4:15 her costume was too big so she ordered a new one, it was also too big
> 4:40 "I think I'm really depressed"
> 5:00 was going to stream 3 days earlier, but felt like she was about to cry so she didn't
> laid in bed and was depressed
> 5:30 feels burnt out and can't bring herself to do her hobbies anymore
> thinks it's because she's brainrotting too much
> 6:30 chat tells her to go for a walk o algo, starts making excuses
> feels as if she needs to do cosplays and make content but doesn't feel like she wants to do it anymore
> 6:55 talks about procrastination
> 7:40 feels genuinely uncomfortable being on stream at the moment
> feels forced to stream because it's her job
> talks about not being able to take pictures, can't do her hobbies, she can only brainrot on her phone
> feels like she wants to cry
> 9:10 she doesn't even want to watch south park
> she will play tft with her friends, watch youtube and doomscroll at the same time
> 9:50 can't bring herself to want to exist
> 10:10 mentions not being able to watch south park again
> can't focus on anything or get anything done, doesn't know what to do and feels stuck
> 10:55 whining
> her brain hurts from brainrot and staring at a screen
> 11:40 can't take time off work because she needs money
> mentions her job being unstable and not being able to take time off
> 12:20 chat tells her to go on a vacation, says she can't do anything that involves spending money as she has none to spend
> 12:50 wishes she could go on a vacation and get away from it all
> while she was making content she was sitting hunched over and wanted to cry
> 13:55 whining again
> chat asks her to vlog outside, doesn't want to as she thinks she'll be doxxed and killed
> thinks brainrot is killing her
> 14:30 "honestly you know what i think isn't helping, it is the fact that south park is uploaded bi-weekly"
> 14:55 wishes her viewer a happy birthday and apologizes for the stream being "fucking ass"
> bonbi bought a book, can't bring herself to read it
> she makes the same meal every day and it always tastes good, it didn't today
> 16:00 she watches south park reruns every single day but can't bring herself to watch them
> 16:30 chat asks her to join a streamer org, bonbi refuses and says they are full of horrible people
> says she wouldn't be invited either because of her work
> 17:30 when her friends aren't online she sits in front of her computer and doomscroll
> 18:05 laughs about the twitch viewbot situation
> 18:35 "i hate anime"
> 18:55 bonbi hasn't been going to one of those spas
> more whining
> 19:20 needs to clean her house
> has been cooking but it has been terrible
> 19:50 asked about emiru, says they still talk and are still friends
> bonbi doesn't have a bathtub because it's filled with stuff she's trying to sell
> she has bathtub trauma, says someone gave it to her and calls the person in question a piece of shit, doesn't elaborate further
> 20:30 bonbi hates asmongold
> "it's fucking crazy how all these disgusting, disturbing, horrible streamers that are horrible people are famous"
> says asmongold eats roaches and that they are probably crawling inside his asshole at the present moment