Bonbibonkers Stream - 2025.09.19 (Viper - Chatting)
> 3:10 stream starts
> mentions not streaming for two weeks
> 3:55 burps
> 5:20 cosplayed viper earlier and the costume was terrible
> 5:40 wanted to talk to her chat for a bit because things aren't too good
> goes on a tangent about her kenny plushies, says he's her baby and she gave birth to him and raised him
> remembers that she had another viper cosplay
> 6:35 goes back to talking about the not good stuff, says it has been really shitty
> talks about the thing she mentioned on the previous stream
> she couldn't make the type of content she does for the other site because something bad happened
> made content anyways but wasn't happy with it and is going to stop making videos
> she made a 3 second video and almost broke down
> 7:50 can't bring herself to do sexual stuff because she still feels violated
> going to stop making videos until she feels better
> says she's sorry to disappoint, apologizes to her non-subscribers too
> 9:00 her roof is leaking and there's rats in the attic
> was getting into making content again but lost her drive after the aforementioned issues
> 10:35 says she has more trust issues now
> probably has to deal with mold also
> complains about things always happening when she feels like she's going good
> 11:40 the leak was above her carpet so it got moldy
> doesn't know how long the roof has been leaking, only noticed it last week
> saw the ceiling was messed up but didn't think anything of it
> always wears her crocs at home so she didn't notice the wet carpet
> 12:50 says adulting sucks, being a home owner sucks
> thought she had rats in her attic before because there was rat poop there
> didn't bother to check if the rats were still there because the house was old and thought it was something the previous owners had solved
> checked again the previous week and saw a rat running away from her flashlight
> 14:00 someone in chat asks what happened, bonbi responds saying it was a lot of things, some which she can't get into 
> "let's just say you can't trust everyone"
> 14:20 chat asked about the carpet, says when she put her palm against it and pushed it made sloshing sounds
> it was probably getting soaked for months
> saw that the ceiling looked strange shortly after she moved in
> 15:15 asked about getting a new roof, can't afford it
> 16:10 gets stressed thinking about her issues, cat crying at the door, and chat asking about the cat
> 16:45 thinking about patching the roof herself
> 17:20 bonbi grew up with mold, says that's why she is the way she is
> 17:40 someone in chat asks what's happening, tells them she's taking a break from of because something bad happened to her which she doesn't want to talk about
> says she needs to get better first "because some people just like to take advantage of you and do things without your consent"
> 19:20 talks about the time a few months ago when she talked about getting sa'd a few years prior
> 20:00 overwatch and south park
> watches south park every day because it brings her comfort
> paid for an inspector, "it was a shitload of money"