/imouto/ - 妹

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Nice begin I missed subject

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I'm experiencing some mental exhaustion.
Continue read the book, which I started to read before departure in line to notary. I read only few pages then.

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I'm already missed dates and days of a weak, reality for me is like a one big day. I'm constantly doing something.

For an example tomorrow will be my day off and I gonna make a bank account. Also need to refill my food supplies, cook something, clean and other shit. At least I haven't any plans more like fingerprints or medical chekup tgat were on 3 my days off in a row.

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Bar team is ok, I expereince some problems contacting with 49 years old bartender from Jordan. He lye like a boy and had worse experience even than me, but trying to be higher. 
I place him on him's position, because thinking generally isn't him's strong side.
Unfortunately he is my roomate, but I already pushed my reasonable rules in the room.

So, exclude him, bar team is good.
Bar manager is russian speaker from Moldova and we're... Still in work relations, but I guess in a little bit closely relations, cause I received from him some insides from management relations.

GM is fucking bitch.
I can't say, what she's stupid, but she's completely a bitch. 
Mostly team doesn't like her, cause she's know only negative motivation. Last her's decision about tips policy was... Strange. Cause even management will be receive tips, this is outrageously.

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 >>/7071/
> mental exhaustion.
I mean not so about work even, I just tyred to speak with other.
And I speak a fucking a lot, cause we're team. Should be at least.
Constantly explaining, constantly share rumors, constantly teaching each other.

Tomorrow I wanna be alone.

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I got my first salary.
It was 1310 usd for October and November.
1160$ for a month in total.

15 of December we will be share tips.
80% to hall employes equally and 20% to the kitchen.

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> gm is bitch
My barmanager in hard position now.
She's pressing on him too much, but he doing even not only barmanager job. He decide some hall problems too, cause we haven't enough managers in stuff.

So, she wanna be involved to the bar life without any knowlleges how bar works. She wanna make schedule, orders and etc. Same thing about anything: she wanna be everywhere and controll everything, but haven't time to do it, so it's fucking mess finally. She can't separate hers job, she can't trust to hers management and this is main problem, cause they are really cool guys who can do it.
She even broke our bar meating there we discuss our problems and finding solutions. Because he have paranoia, that we can make insurrection.

Recently my barmanager left opened whatsapp and she started read all messages about her too.
And she deleted managers group lol.
This is kind of dangerous situation.

And good opportunity make some changes in our management. I mean decrease her's influence. For an example we have problems with tips sharing, cause even MANAGENT will get it.
That's ridiclous.
When I signed it, I don't think that all employes (there was another word, I don't remember accurate) are even managemnt.
And more than half of team don't agree with it.

I'm in hard position too. If I will speak about it in meating or in whatsapp chat - I will be first candidate for firing.
But it can make an opposite effect too, cause dam of discontent will be damaged.

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My consience say me "do it".
But rationally it's very fucking dangerous, cause I'm in very comfortable position.

I have idea make general complain about her in main company with signed by our employes.

Cold war is already going. Who will first?
Is it really good moment to punch?

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I have white apron in my uniform and have problems with making it white again.
I used maybe 250ml chlorine in total, but it didn't help.
Now I left it with chlorine directly to the dirt and went to a walk. Hope it will help, cause I haven't more variants.

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I spent 110$ for two sets of bad sheets and goose fether pillow.
Cause I'm a little bit tyred sleep on the syntetic and get up sweeted.
Sateen will be much better for my skin.

Also I discovered site about conditions, but finally visited Commercial Qatar Bank by myself, cause site is pain, and found out how I can make account. I need to push on HRs for giving me a letter with amount of my salary.

And I collected free oredoo simcard, which they provide in day offs.

bed*

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Nice, my neighbor said that his neighbor from villa on the covid quarantine... With others!
What's a bullshit quarantine is it...

Doha is fucking overfilled...

 >>/7878/
> my neighbor
I mean from another villa

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Why am I different? I'm just a young boy. Why do I think about things which I shouldn't?

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Why I got the point about basic ideas like trust to each other, but our management not?
Why I'm doing something when others just looking and speaking?

I'm just feeling like taking something from the floor, which anybody don't want to take. Name of it is responsibillity. I'm trying providing a clean, trying organise the work, trying to support and motivate guys who gave up.

And I finnaly decided. I will write a letter about tips to the main chat with anonymous vote. We are show, what we aren't speaking cows here.
And will be what will be.

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 >>/8055/
> I'm trying providing a clean
I mean what I made a chat with our villa's neighbors and made some rules how we should live with each other. It became a little bit more cleaner after.

Also I twice cleaned ground floor of our villa. And gonna do it again tomorrow, cause I have a day off again I'm fucking lucky!

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I sent kinda neutral message to the chat with voting and AGM asked me delete the message, cause it corrupt management represantive.

I deleted, but it's provoke the dialogue again. He promised, what we discuss it tomorrow with all of us.

More specific it was:
> Do you know what our management going to get same amount of tips which will get everybody in hall? Nope? I didn't know too.
> When we signed tips policy, this moment wasn't clear for mostly of us.
> Tips are money of linear employes. We doing it with our sweat and blood, this is natural motivation be much better tomorrow. And I suppose we have full rights to change the policy, which accepted without full explaining for each employe.
> So, here's ANONYMOUS voting about this question. Because all of us involved in this process, please, be responsible and vote. This is display restaurant mood about this question.
> Even if you don't get the sense of this message - translate it and vote, because vote of each employe is important.
> Thank you.

So, let's see. I placed yourself in kind of dangerous position and will make some speach for tomorrow.

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As I said, I'm doing it for all of us.
I will do it for my manager too.
If they want fire him, I will go too, despite it's very comfortable place for me.

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I'm doing it, because I'm the part of team too.
I'm not alone wolf and wanna make team my family.

But maybe end is more close for me, than I think, hehe...

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My turkish friend said me what this life looks like army.
And this is fucking true, because style of management here is very similar.

Restaurant can't provide comfortable environment for grow with this style of management. Too many people without a trust to our leaders wanna leave. Too many tops at first.

And I should make everything to change it, how is ridiclous for my position and ages, is it sounds. 

I just hard to live alone. I wanna speak, I wanna do, I wanna make changes.
I wanna be a leader of my life, wanna rule it. 

I know changes can not be make in one moment, I know what this is hard to change for people. But I will keep pushing. Even if I will be alone, but I'm not alone yet. Here are too many sensible people.

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 >>/8317/
> I just hard to live alone.
I would say tyred to live alone*
> this is hard to change for people.
hard to change people*

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But sometimes I think what I'm completely mad.

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I'm reading Fatelessness by Imre Kertesz about jew's teen in Auschwitz and Buchenwald.
And made some parallel with my present life.

Not so mine honestly, because I'm clearly see my purpose, but some people here feeling like a slaves. Like a cows without own wish and purposes, just like who moving by flow.
And my first purpose - change this picture. Firstly in their mind.

And maybe I will go to the deal with management, if they really will start listen collective mood after mine act. If I will see some changes in way of management. I will push some ideas, which found a response in hearts of my teamates.

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Whoah...

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I haven't dreams here.
I mean since my arrival here I haven't any dream while I sleep.

That's kinda thing what I can think about. This made me shame when my turkish neighbor told about him's dream.

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I was completely fucking drunk yesterday.
I vomited in the room and my neighbor cleaned it... Shit, he's really an angel... Too kind with me. It's shame for me.

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And today was hard day heh...

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I wanna only one good...

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Track of amphetamine

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About drugs.
Last time I used cocaine 2 months ago.
Hard to tell about it, but I'm really missing this entertainment in this country.

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 >>/10884/
> in this country.
I just haven't a time to find it honestly.
And I bet even if I will find it - I won't like the price.

Our AGM from Litva who lived in GB was hard cocaine consumer. Now he's feeling really bad without, but trying to work hard.
I didn't tell with him about it, but it's kinda obviously if you will take a look on him.

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My bar manager from Moldova with hard chemical past.
My russian neighbors from first villa are stoners. My neighbor from Turkey is hard stoner too who can smoked 1-2g per night in him's country.

It's kinda interesting observe, what here's a lot of addictive people who are looking for better life.

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I think it's time for decide something...
Hard to do it though.

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I caught some really depressive thought about. Do you know why fascism and other totalitarian forms of management are still existing? 

Because these work.
That's not even something wrong how you can think about...Yes, it's wrong in consience side, it's wrong in side of the most productivity.

But it isn't wrong while it's working. While people are scared, while people are selfish and short thinking animals, who forgot punch what was 5 mins ago after small sweet.

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I took 9 day streak for me... Ehehe.
28 of December I will go with my barmanager to open door day in Fourth Seasons

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four seasons, yeap, something bad with my tounge in last times.

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For now we have only local public and they drink only fucking pepsi.

Actually the top 3 drinks:
1) Pepsi/diet pepsi (70-80%)
2) Virgin mohito
3) Ginger ale
Done.

I just caught another thought... This is the sense of monopoly in this country, what real fucking big brands and companys captured literally sphere by sphere.

Intel (here's hard to find new laptops with amd in retail), pepsi, PIH, Voodafone...

It's like begining alcoholism of native americans, like big brands just throw out enormous money to capture virgin perspective market.

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I've got pleasant news~
Brands I work at, usually have no respect for the incline of the market. 

It's what allows competition to exist, so in other shorter words they need the Indians to be alcoholics.

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 >>/11751/
It's kind of interesting observe, cause in Russia we have not so obviously monopolism. But here people came to fine dining restaurant and without any doubts drink a fucking coke instead of our signature moctails for an example. They don't wanna new expirience, I guess it's influence of promo.
> Brands I work at
In Qatar?)
> It's what allows competition to exist
I mean it's only begining in this country. And really scary begining, cause big brands with "consumption brand's culture" don't give a chance for small one.

But okey, competition between voodafone and oredoo really is existing, cause oredoo is FIFA sponsor, what gave a good boost for it.

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 >>/11755/
> In Qatar?)
Not this year lol, done working.

> I mean it's only begining in this country. And really scary begining, cause big brands with "consumption brand's culture" don't give a chance for small one.

Of course there's alot of pretense to assume, how people spend there, but people also latch to low hanging fruit tier of conspiracy and this year alot of the FIFA event was almost boycotted due to bad image.

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As Archimedes said, give me a ledge and a wedge, and it'll be lights out before you know it.

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 >>/11756/
> a lot of the FIFA event was almost boycotted due to bad image.
Oh, really? Which for an example?

The rest of message I don't get what do you mean...
> how people spend there
Locals?
> but people also
Which?

 >>/11765/
Tryed to google, but same don't get...

Also our new station for local public

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 >>/11783/
Wouldn't mind bouncing a thought or two against ya.

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 >>/11807/
It haven't sense, if I don't get it!..
Who are you btw? I didn't see you here before.

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Merry Christmas morning.

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 >>/12074/
Merry Christmas :з

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 >>/12157/
And what a progressive one it is.

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 >>/12350/
Who? Me?
I don't see any ticktocks...

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Note: find out which relations have muslims with pigs and think twice before call somebody a pig.

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Mheh.
I've been now on the open day in four seasons. And it's not the picture, which I wanna see.
Now I realized how is fucking Doha overfilled.

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Working migrants from Kenya and other Africa countrys, Pakistan and India trying to find any way to stay in Doha a little bit more, trying to make money as much as they can.

I just gave CV with my barmanager to four seasons manager and we left, cause it's fucking unreal wait in this line.

Also I'll visit open day in Jumeirah group at 11-13 January, they will open hotel in Bahrein.

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Strictly racist treatment here.

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Mother sent me my speaker ditoo and today I ordered laptop.

Used, but in new condition, lenovo thinkbook 13s with 6800u, 512 ssd, 16 ram and WUXGA display for 820$ in total.

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Transaction have been canceled due safety for laptop order.
Damn, now I just can wait when cardholder (my bar manager) will contact with bank.

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This is kind of complicated, cause they have only robot in tonal mode who explained very bad.
Bar manager contacted with manager by WA, but they still didn't respond.
Shiii....

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- Welcome home!
- Home?
- Yea, home is there house is playing

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GM asked me to collect winter menu from printshop.
I dunno what it was, cause she had 3 managers at the shift... And asked me finally.
How should I understand it? Like a bully my barmanager?.. Like a step of trust to me?

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I bought christmas tree!

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> sport hijab
At this moment I realized what I'm living in another world.

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Yeap, it was fun... Ehehe...

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Ok, it was trash party at the end.

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In neighbors villa was a literally club everybody was too high and couldn't move by themself.
In our we just drunk and chating around the table.
My barmanager fought with waitrees and left completely drunk by car. Somebody stole burger from our table, softs and juices.
...
I told my barmanager on the next day, what if I will know what he drove drunk again - I will wipe him from my life... Cause it only sounds fun in retroperspective. I was in really confusion and bothered about him.

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Started arabic course in duolingo.
First time what I used this app, looks kinda unsystematic.
I can make some associatives by myself though.
Also it's kinda opportunity improve english skills a little, cause course in english.
Also I read what 60-90 hours enough for read some labels and understand simple questions directly to you. So, sounds simple. But 2000 hours in total... Meh.

But even basic level can give me some opportunity to understand something, what say some collegues to each other.

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Some arabic letter have 2-4 forms depends on position in the world:
Independent, start-letter, middle and final.
So about ك (k) and ج (g) at least they looks in the start-letter forms similar like ک and ﭼ (for some reasons I couldn't find second ierogliph in my keyboard)

> depends on the position in the
word of course

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Letter و have 2 pronouns like "uu" and "w".
And وٰ - "wa" means and.
Also these things are kinda interesting, its place under/above letter and make like short vowel sound: ٰ - "a"; ٖ - "i" and ُ - "u"

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We have new headwaiter from Indonesia.
This is kinda country which I wanna visit honestly.

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I should find a way how to make some friendship with her or smth.

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o/

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 >>/13987/
Oi

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بوذا

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كاذٖب (kaathib)

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راتٖب (raatib)
Ok, now I can work as a slave in construction pyramids and ask about my food "raatib" - salary.

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And about دار as well.

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بٰيْت (bayt)

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بارٖد

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راذاب (drizzle) ، تاتوت(casket)
Duolingo started to give a lot of fucking new words, I guess few days itt will be a bunch of arabic words without any sense between

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تٰدْرُج (pheasant)

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Shit, I spent around 10 hours and learned only 1/3 of alphabet only...
With 5 special symbols in 16.
WHY I DIDN'T REALIZE what it will be harder than I thought... 
But okey.
It's just kinda hard to learn and work simultaneously.

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Take a look what I found
I thought what pork is strictly prohibited here, but this is just monopolized import. Ehehe...

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I received my laptop, nya

How long I didn't write from the laptop, ahh...

How long I didn't write from a physical keyboard, ahh...

OK, doublepost

Windows 11 is shit

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Missed my picture pacs from home computer. Meh.

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سٰيّٖ - mister
جٰسٰد - body
كٰرْبوج - cute

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probably mister must looks like سٰيٖد

mister looks like سٰيّٰد

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بيبْسي - pepsi

جاهٖز - ready

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سُهْب - steppe
جِذْر - root
وٓرْدة - rose
تٓرٓدٌُد - hesitation
Sometimes I confused ٖ and ِ
It's kinda fucking hard to differ ita, cause these dashes are very small

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It was kinda productivity dayoff.
I updated my number with QID in vodafone office, bought keyboard and mouse for laptop btw picrelated, bought some food and staff for home, coocked creamy fish pasta, updated my CV and applied for 1 position in Doha.

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> picrelated
Forgot

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شابّ - young man
هٓزْهٓزة - agitation
ساهِر - awake
تُجاه - toward
شيك - chic
شاي - tea

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بَلَد - country
سُهاد - insomnia
هَسيس- whisper
وَسْواس - temptation
شيشة - shisha
لا - no

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رادْيو - radio
ساذِج - naive
جَرَس - bell
تِكْرار - repetition
دُسْتور- constitution
رَبّي - my lord (very useful lol)
كيلو - kilo
ثُلْث - third

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And you Brute?

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ثابِت - stable
شِروال - pants
رَشّاش - spray
جَوْلة - tour
حَبيبي - my darling (in my expirience very popular appeal)

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حِكاية - story
ثَرْثَرة - chatter
ثَلْج - ice
ثوْر - bull
لَذيذ - delicious

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صَحيح - correct
بَحْر - sea
هَيْكَل - skeleton
كَحْكَحة - cough
واحة - oasis
Also about difference between ص and س. Both of this letters are "s", but first sound must be from deep throat with tongue which touch the top of mouth.
Also ح and ه - here's similar situation - both are "h", but first is like somebody punched you directrly to the solar plexus. Like you spit this "h" from throat.

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ضَجّة - noise
حَمّام - bathroom (hammam)
نايْكي - Nike (lol)
Blyad'...

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مُحَمَّد - Mohammed
نوْم - sleep
صُرْصور - cockroach
اِمْسِك - grab
اَلْجار - the neighbor
شَمْس - sun
لَوْن - color
نَجْمة - star
نَمْل - ants
Yuh-yuh, duolingo pronounce some sounds doesn't correct.

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اُرْكُض - run
ضَمير - consience
ضَحك - laughter
اُصْحو - wake up
خ - it's "h" like you started spit and collecting your saliva in the mouth
Arabic is TOO complicated, fuck...
Too much unique sounds.
And ok, I can pronounce it separately, but in combinations it's fucking hard. I need a lot of practice to make it understandable.

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خَوْخة - plum
And I suppose this sort of sounds - the reason why arabs are too loud, cause they just can't pronounce some sounds quite.

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صورة - picture
حُمُّص - hummus
صَحّة - health

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My hilfiger 1985 is closely to out, so I looked for buy it and don't like a price. Due what is parfume from 2008 year, I can buy it only on used market and with price from 100$ for 100ml without delivery.

So I decided to find something another and found "Ajmal Grey" with similar notes in fragnatica. And Ajmal even have oficials stores in Qatar.

Today I visited nearest store and they said  that grey is out of stock at the moment and remmended me 2 another parfumes. 
I liked "Ajmal Kuro" - actually this is bootleg of sauvage dior.

So I bought it for 100 qar/90ml.
This is more agressive parfume than my previous, but... Why not? Sometimes it's kinda good change something which you used to.
And it's smells nice for my non connovoiser's nose.

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Also familiar man delivired to Qatar my speeker ditoo from Moscow with small New Years postcard from mother.
Cute.

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اِحْكي - tell
اِسمي - my name
I got, that if I will learn arabic with somebody from my restaurant - I will get some specific accent.
We have some guys from Lebanon, Algeria, Tunisia, Marocco, Jordan...
So the best way - just practice by myself to reach the academic level, lol.

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بَخيل - stingy
طَبيبة - doctor
صابون - soap
ضَرْبة - blow

Humu. This is kinda very... A-a, surprisingly. I didn't wait anything from Turkey and have some doubts about competitive.
But, if I willn't send CV - I will not know about competitive.

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اُخْرُج - get out
كَظيظ - overstuffed
إُخْت - sister
700$ in total average per month, accommodation, meals and visa by company, but flight by me. 
I refused.
It isn't reasonable to change 1160$ salary for it.

I expected things like that, cause economy in Turkey is fucked up.

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مَطَر - rain

We feed one cat at the back area of our restaurant and now he hanging out here usually

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مَمْنون - grateful
مَحْظوظ - lucky
نِظام - system
أَرنَب - rabbit
اُسْتاذ - professor
إيمان - faith

Camel meet is more soft, than beef and smells like a lamb.
Tasty.
I ate only camel cutlets and we will make barbeque. It's marinating now.

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ظَهيرة - midday
Have no idea how much beer I drank yesterday. Also I suppose that I'm still drunk now.
It was good party with bar manager, his girlfriend, one of bartenders and two more acquintances barmanager's girls

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عَزيز - dear
They are hiring bartender instead of previous silly guy.
I haven't any wish to work here more, cause it was fucking my place. I arrived here don't for barback's fucking job and even now I did more than just barback.
Fuck.
I knew that it will happen, cause for our GM esier to hire somebody new who will "appreciate what he have and say thanks for"... But I still wasn't ready for it.

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مَلِىٔ - full
تَوْأَم - twin
غَنِىّ - rich
Changed today some rials for us dollars, my CBQ have limit only 1k per day.

So, about my accounting and next steps.
I will go rather to Dubai or Bodrum, Turkey to some hostel or if I will be lucky - will find some cheap room for a 2-4 weeks.
For these weeks I need to find new job, preferebly in Qatar again, I applyed everywhere though. Also I have some contacts and already asked them, probably they will help to find. I asked about any possibillity: Saudi, Dubai, Qatar of course

Also I will try to stay here as much as possible cause I wanna visit some interviews in Doha.

So, about accounting.
Company will pay basic salary instead notice period and my full salary for January.

I arrived here with 1700$, earned in total 5.5k$ +will be some tips from January, but I'm not sure that it will be more than 100$
2658$ I spent, 820$ from this is laptop.
Now I have 2650$ +waiting my last 1785$.
It will be 4435$.

Company will pay for flight to Dubai.
One of the cheapest bed in hostel costs around 300$ for full February if it will be neceseary - I will stay a little bit more.

So, for what I wrote this...
For make calm myself and understanding what everything isn't too bad and now I have a little time to rest fuck no, I will hunt job everyday

Also I think I will buy one more laggage to take my kitchen stuff with me... Or not.

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So I'm still thinking about luggage, cause I wanna take my pillow with natural feather as well...

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بَبَغاء - parrot
صَغير - small
صُداع - headache
فأْر - mouse
فِضّة - silver
Instead of last 1785$ it is 1669$
So total will be 4319$.
Cause they started to count days in month and minused advance in 137$... How I counted 1785$ yesterday - have no idea

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Phew. I've been in office and won a little bit more time.
Even more than that I met operational director from net of coffee shops and he is hiring for new establishment.

So, it began like a bad day when I asked about "fire me faster", but I was lucky to met one russian girl event manager with who I've been in the medical insurance together...

Fuuucking niiiaaace... 
Country of acquintances.

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I have obsession for investing to real estate.
And more than that I quickly checked flat market in Kyrgystan, where now a lot of russian refugees, and there cost for 1-room flat starts from 8500$ with rent around 120$ per month, so in gross count this flat will start make clear money ONLY after 6 years.
Also I can cut the price or check some auctions of arested real estate... To make this rate even better.

And... This is fucking insane numbers! 
I fucking want flat there!

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Tomorrow I will open brockerage account in my bank.

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ذٰلِك - that
اَلْاّن - now
It's kinda sad. It's kinda... Hard.
Hard to live in foreign country in confusion and without understanding what will be tomorrow.

I called to investment hot line and he told me about another conditions of opeping trading account... Which requere sakary letter which I can't get for understandable reason :/ 
But I still wanna visit bank branch by myself and tryed to clarify this information they have my salary in system though

It's third branch. I waited when lunch time would finish nearly with first, learned arabic on the bench nearly with mall. When I checked branch - there have been fucking a lot of people... Line in 40. So, I thought that it isn't reasonable to wait.
I checked second, but they closed erlier for 2 hours.

It's third. I'm sitting sweated with empty stomach on the kinda good sofa and reading book.

I'm sweted cause I walked around 6 kilometrs by foot today. Tryed to save money on taxi and used not developped public transport as much as possible.

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For opening local brockerage account with acces to trade local stocks I really have to get investment ID with pack of documents include salary letter :) by visiting investment branch of my bank and pay 100 qar fee.
At short, okay, if Qatar don't wanna my investments - I will not invest to it, simple is that.

I opened international brockerage account instead, tomorrow will get acces.

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What the fuck is it...
I tried to change vpn, but it still not available. He wrote what it's not available on my device...
This situation is turning me out, I'm fucking don't know what to do... Change firmware on my phone? 
What is this fucking punishment only cause I'm Russian...

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I can't download apk just from internet, cause it's fucking financial shit.

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But honestly what's not so neccesary, cause I planned to hold.

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In Sunday will be interview for head bartender in Bahrain.
Same conditions, 800$ salary, contract 1-2 years.

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+ one more interview, now it will be local.
At 4 February at 5 pm for restautant superviser position.
I guess something wrong with me, I aplyed mostly for bartender positions, but got respond only on kinda management.
Heh...

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عَوْدة - return
غَريبة - weird
خؤون - deceptive
فيل - elephant
آخَر - other
قُرْآن -  Koran
قَمَر - Moon
عَقرَب - scorpion
كُفْتة - meatball
مَفْقود - lost
سوق - souk (arab market)
قَوْقَع - seashels

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> "Life goals and financial goals are related, and once we start to connect financial life with overall life, things start to make sense."

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I passed the first step with this employeer for restaurant superviser vacancy.
They ready to provide me same salary, but without transportation and accommodation.
I checked rents, I can try to find bed space from 150$/month

So, I've been on the first interview and they told me that ready to take me as team leader (even if my perfomance will look doesn't enough - they can transfer me to bar :З)
And they invited me to the second interview with restaurant manager.

Noice.
The main problem with my docs and transfer from company, cause I can't directly communicate with currently HR - on my any ask he answered that wanna send me home asap...
But the guy who interviewed me told that he have some connections from my current HR department and I hope that they will can communicate...

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جارة - neighbor
غُوْرفة - room
لَيْلةٌ - night
عامِل - worker
صَلام - peace (btw it's part of greeting "salam")

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I drank 1 can of beer yesterday and slept 4 hours again nerves despite I took sedative
How fucking bad I'm feeling now...
In 2 hours will be the first local interview.

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Hah... I met same man as interviewer in another company. Doha is kinda small. I guess he is from recruitment agency or smth like that.
He told (as I think as well) what this position will be like safety variant for me.

We discussed only about my transfer from company. The best they how to do it - get No Objection Certificate, but in the case that they fired me and I signed termination letter - this is kinda problem and I'm like hostile by my sign. With transfer after termination it will be burocracy pain.
After termination company must depart me.
So now I can only beg give me NOC in HR.
And generally I discussed this question with man who is in charge for termination processes, they can give me copy of termination letter (better NOC of course) after I will provide them offer letter and computer card from my new employer.
At short, it's fucking circle and nobody don't wanna risk.

If I will leave country - getting new work visa will cost 3.3k$ for each employee. So...

This is situation in which I am.

The main point from this story: don't sign something before you will know everything about it.

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> hostile
hostage*

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I passed interview with recruitment company for position in Bahrain. 
She will send my CV to employer and in a ~week will be interview with company, if they will like me.

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So on the final interview GM told that I'm not enough experince for supervisor position and offer bartender.
I haven't minds.
Also he is very pleasant person who is kinda can satisfy my ambitious and provide knowleges.
He told what he wanna grow their staff. It's very big words for me.

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غامِق - dark
Have no fucking idea what is it, each label on arabic. Also here're a lot of decorative pigeons as well.
It's located in 500 meters from skyscrapers.

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صَراحةً - honestly
كُلوا - eat
هٰذِهِ - this
Wow.
Probably I will go to Saudi for a very fucking good vacancy.
I passed interview for bartender for 1200$ with full pack like acomodation and  transportation.
It was kinda vacancy of familiar man of my barmanager, so I have more chances.

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I checked, what in another conditions I didn't change my principles and etc.
I have the same INTJ-A personality.
This is kinda... Good.

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I calculate all incomes and expances in excel.
My accounting don't coincide for 400$.
I have no fucking idea why and I don't like it.

Let's check incomes, maybe I double count smth.

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I really didn't write some expences.
But actually I could count with how much I arrived in didn't correct way and...
Meh. I'm dummy and I still don't like, that my accounting have this fucking big mistake during 4 months.
Okay, I will be more attentively.

At current moment I have 4040$ in total at factitiosly count.
...
Or fucking not.
Since my last count I missed 12$ in accounting.
Gwah. How come?..

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I need to find good stocks or just don't care about and buy pie in fund, cause I haven't any mood... I drank 2 days straight with my barmanager and now have a big passion for open beer.

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Today I walked fucking a lot.
I walked at the main seafront in the city, visited museum of islamic art and Souq Waqif, kinda old market which made like touristic place. There are a lot of markets from fortune tellers and fastfood corners up to falcon shop, leather, honey and etc.

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Philosophy - science of melancholy.

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بَيت - house
جَديد - new
كَراج - garage (btw "karage")
باب - door
كَبير - big
Adjectives place after nouns.
بارِد - cold
جاكيت - jacket ("jakeet")
عادي - regular
دَجاج - chicken
كَريم - generous
مُمتاز - excellent
سَمَكَ - fish

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جار - neighbor
Local bitcoins is closing.
Sadly.

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Local four seasons invited me for an interview tomorrow.
I still haven't any offers, so... Let's see.
Hotels have rediclous salary, but stabillity.
If there will be good manager, who want to grow their employes, I will have some interest to work. Otherwise - nah.
...
In another way, it can be way to grow by myself if I will go by the heads.

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مُتَرجِم - translator
كَريم - generous
سَعيد - happy
مُمتِع - fun

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Complited totono.
It was ecxiting experience, yeap.
Hard to explain what ist it and don't make spoilers about, so I'll just tell I highly recommend it to read.

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It's kinda straight VN with 2 girls, but with good attentive to details and I enjoyed to explore it, test borders as I can say.
Also this is kinda unique experience.
btw it's my 30th vn

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جَميل - pretty
عِنْد - have
مِن - from
أَنا - I am

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Gonna to interview.
...
Ok, I woke up, but it's hard to move from bed.

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Again interview, meh
I started to play hades two days ago, really cool thing.

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عَفواً - you're welcome
أَهلاً - hello
شُكْراً - thank you
تَماماً - absolutely
يا - "like "hey
When you appeal to somebody, you need to use this "يا", for an example:
أَهلاً يا جودي - !Hello Judy
It sounds like "Ahlaan ya Judy"

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Finally, I exhausted and want to hide from outer world.
13 days until my departure from Qatar...

You know, hope die last. Probably my CV just lost on the table in HR office and someday I will receive an answer.

I passed around 8 interview in total.
If nobody willn't answer soon, I will call to four seasons about opportunity to work there.

 >>/24138/
> hope die last
Hopeness*

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أَيْن - where (is, are)
أَنْتِ - (you (are
مِن أَيْن أَنتِ؟ - ?Where are you from

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I contacted with main redactor of new russian portal about gin (existing like a part of gin festival).
Probably I will start to write some articles for it soon, cause there're looking for enthusiasts mostly.

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this is thread for holy trinitarian horse dick boys with really fat horsey dick stop promoting islam

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 >>/24428/
По-моему, я лучше знаю для чего существует этот тред

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Shit, I missed arabic lesson
First time since I started 52 days ago.
Damn the main point just don't used to do it more.

 >>/24437/ stop staring at my cock than arabic moron

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http://sweet.2ch.sc/test/read.cgi/laplace/1671059236/

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A lot of things I should to do, but I prefer to read japanese 2ch. Perfecto...
I got up 3 hours ago and still didn't do anything.
This is the sense of procrastination.

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So, OK.
Let's write it from my head.
1) I have to write to some recruitment agenesis, which barmanager sent me.
2) Contact with local Marriott about job opportunities (optional with another hotel which is hiring now)
3) Write some topics about gin and choose the article for my topic.
4) Finish my chapter 2 about my adventure in Qatar for some site
5) Go to the grocery to buy a bread, cause I ate last at this morning
Sounds easy
But only sounds

> Write

READ

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Probably I have to go to barber also, cause I'm looking not so presentable after my strange life here.
At least cut tips.

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Nobody likes Shinoa, whoah...

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In arabic changable word endings due gender, like in russian.
For adjectives it's like 
ذَكيّ - smart
ذَكية - smart in feminine gender
So word ending يّ for man gender and ة for female
About nouns:
مُتَرجِم - translator
 مُتَرجِمة - translator feminine
Here's zero word ending for man form and same ة for feminine.

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 >>/24723/
Ok, I did everything. Now I can do nothing (fuck no)

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> British aristocrats did not sip it in their drawing rooms. Gin was what market women drank on wet, biting mornings; what coachmen nipped on while waiting by their horses; what you scraped together your farthings and ha’pennies for a shot of. It was the poor man’s solace; the nearest exit, open to all.

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One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
Honestly I would like to write esse about this movie.
But actually I don't want. I just will tell, what it's one of the best movies which I ever have seen.
If I will change the quote: "A 'blank canvas' means more room to think"

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When I read a lot of topics about old tom gin, I missed the sense of my current topic.

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Actually definition of this style is very wide.
Due low quallity of gin production in 18-19 century, merchants added additional sugar to try to hide low amount of alcohol and (in the worst case) taste of turpentine. 
But the name of old Tom began from rectificator, which producted good product. So this is just marketing name.

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Haha, do you think I'm stupid?

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Cool
I have some sound artifacts, but actually it works fine

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Wow, amazing.
Really genius structure of language where you have some "roots" of the some meaning and can use this root to say some verb in different forms or make from verb - noun

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Hmm. I succesfully passed the interview for 2 years contract in casual dining restaurant in Dubai. 4500 dirhams (1220$) per month without provided accommodation, but actually I can find some shared room for 1k-1.5k per month.
Non alcoholic bar, also some hookah job, but they have non-alcoholic wine card as well.
Thinking about.

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3500 dirhams as a barback with full package in new night club with russian guys as well.
And there'll be REALLY good mentors like russian veteran bartenders.
Sooo... It sounds more interesting, but this work will much harder and there're bar manager didn't send my CV for owners yet.

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Sounds kinda weird, but I got responds only in vacancies from russian chats.

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It looks like russians colonize UAE little by little

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Anyway, I'm satisfied.
I'm very fucking satisfied cause I finally can look to my future a little.
Cool.

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I have one variant which really cool (in night club due money: tips definitely will be much better than non alco casual dining) and one safety.
Yahaha...

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I have to pack my clothes again, meh-heh

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Interesting, if I attach a pillow with a stretch film to the bag - will it one luggage space or not...
Anyway I can try, I don't think that porters in Qatar so greedy for stealth used pillow.

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I don't get how it works... Does it mean what I can take whatever I want amount of bags, but it must be less than 25kg in total?

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 >>/26015/
> Does it mean what I can take whatever I want amount of bags, but it must be less than 25kg in total?
Actually, yes. I've contacted via hotline and representative aprove my guess.

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My new cheap home, at least for the end of month

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Ah.
I don't know from what should I start even, it's completely mess in my head.

But okay. I just caught idea about getting argentina's citizenship, cause it's kinda easy to get and give you lotta opportunities about moving futher around the world. Here's to ways: marriage and just staying in country. 

In first case I can apply for immediatly and the process will get around 1.5-2 years and it's even not so necessary to stay in country whole time.
In second case I should stay in country at least 2 years and after can apply for with same time for getting, so in total that's 3.5-4 years.

So... Second option looks better, cause fictitious marriage can broke the process at all.
For don't spend 4 years useless, I can take education there (for free, even without entry exams for the biggest university; exclude language). In spanish, but I don't think what it's big problem to learn this language for beginer level to start the process of edu.

And anyway I need money. Argentina is very poor country, so I can live there with a budget around 500$ per month (probably I even can decrease this amount). But it's still around 24k$ for 4 years.

So I have to get this money. And get money there - it's kinda problematic thing due situation in the country.
Anyway, for getting this sum for 2 years at middle east, I should save around 1k$ per month. With average expanses per month I should get 1650$ per month like total income.

And I don't think what with offer like 4500 dirhams I can collect 1.5k dirhams like tips every month in those place, from where I'm waiting offer.

What means I should look for better opportunities. But I can loose even this opportunity and will be without any job during ramadan, it will one month. And it's only 10 days to find work before it...

Insane.

With this sorta planing I started to think: what the fuck I'm doing btw? I started think about society and politics, about consumer cult and... About my role in this process. I started rethink about some things, like about brands which I use and should I continue use it...

Complicated.

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Now I'm waiting responds from 2 employers and still have one safety variant.
From one employer will be answer tomorrow-after tomorrow, from another have no idea. And will be another interview on these two places.
But I think they kinda like me. At least a little.

For few last days I visited generally all famous touristic spots here with my new friend hichhicking traveler from Russia. He is travelling half a year and have been in Cyprus, Turkey, Egypt, Jordan and now came to UAE.

I'm still alive. It just was hard to connect through vpn which I used to use.

I found job as a real estate agent, tomorrow will be my first day.

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رمضان مبارك

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Anxious. If I will describe at short my experience at this work.
I feel like I'll not able to close deal in my first month. Not even month, I just need more time to start in this sphere.

With most of chances I will quit this job after ramadan and continue search in hospitallity.

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I want:
1) Sleep
2) Sleep with cute asian girl
3) Cocaine, few dots of hash
4) Some light lager and ardbeg 5
5) Play persona 5

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Gwah

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Wanna UK

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Prolly somebody washed my brain movies, history topics, books and ukg, but I really want to visit dirty London.
Someday I'll do.

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Made photos of one flat.
Amazing view from 61 floor.
But landlord don't wanna advertise it meh. So I could only hope that some lead will inquary it.
Or try to change landlords mind 'bout...

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