I need food, place to silently live my life and sleep well.
I can't walk on streets.
I can't apply for jobs which requires physical presence.
I do not see remote job offers which gave enough salary for independed adult life.
I am at my 40-s. I can't escape yet from this shit hole. 
What YOU will do in my place?







I am virgin by the way. And leaving at my granny place, she screams on me all my life. And definitly I have some mental issues.