I just remembered that I had a console where I played vidya online. I had tons of fun and had a lot of friends that I played regularly a few years ago.
But then I got really sad all of the sudden. Most of my friends either defriended me or stopped playing all together. All the fun times I took for granted will never return for me and I have no way of reliving them. I remember the last time I played one game not even giving it any thought about it, not knowing that I will never be enjoying the time I'm having it before being swamped with work, obligations, personal relationships and other things in life in general.
And that's how life is really. Be it popular youtube personalities, famous clubs, websites, friends, lovers, etc.
One day, things you enjoy will suddenly end and you won't even notice it. Or worse, you'll be gone instead. Maybe try enjoying things in life to the fullest while it's still available.