Now that I read this >>/41787/ I think this >>/41787/ advice ain't that bad.
If you are an awkward autist who will weird out people, then get comfortable with it, and own it. At the first uncomfortable silence just say "sorry I'm very bad at personal interactions" or something along the line. And get used to be ashamed. Most people don't want to harm others - even if they laugh at them - and some feels bad about others unfortunate situation, and a few even want to help.
But at this line:
> Hard to be interested in what normalfags feel. They are boring, brainwashed, bluepilled. How to find more interesting people?
I have to say being an elitist autist makes things infinitely harder and only one thing left: giving up.