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Your happiness should not be dependent on someone else. Sure a gf would be nice but you're probably more in love with the idea of having a gf rather than the actual thing. Things might not turn out how you expect them too and you might realize you're better off alone.

I think you still need to find your place in the world, you're still young(I'm assuming). The world still has a lot to offer and you have a lot to offer the world