>>/10479/
> spoiler

Everybody that has no success with girls goes for 'attainable' ones. That's just natural, men lower their standards when they're not getting any (relationship or sex or both). Whether you do that consciously or subconsciously doesn't matter.
> im in love

You're not in love buddy, at best you're getting some hormonal reaction, at worst you're trying to force it.
 >>/10484/
You weren't thinking they're actually attractive when she called her mid tier? (keep in mind his top tier fu picks)