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I used to get a decent amount of matches back in like 2020 (pre-covid hitting my country) when I last had one
but I dont think I would get depressed if nothing ends up happening due to it, that wouldnt be a change from now so any attempts to get somewhere is progress
Its just a herculean task to get past the hurdle of the elusive first step. Same with reading a book or watching a series, it takes months to  hype myself up to start it and then I binge it all the way through