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No, my room doesn't have any mold, and even if it did, it wouldn't explain the almost IMMEDIATE mood shift when I go outside and when I sit back down at my desk.

It's all just mental. 

Probably from the fact that I'm well aware I've done nothing productive since ending my VTM campaign a few weeks back, I have nothing to do anymore, nothing to look forward to.

I need to force myself into something weekly to feel like I've always got actions to be doing.