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Immediately as I begun to walk home, the depression was hitting me. BGC is nice, even for all it's flaws, the social interaction eases the pain of my soul for a few hours.
On the bus ride home I hit rock bottom again. Back to the weekly routine of boredom, my only solace being 7 days away.
I feel like shit and it's probably my own fault somehow. I can't even feel good about my day, I just seethe that it's over. This is a terrible state to be in, it's so gloomy, dark and cold. I miss the sun, I miss the summer, I fucking miss when nekochen was actually for the nekos.