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>>/7320/ I've made some depressing blogposts recently, and a couple of days genuinely been down in the dumps. After a particularly long day, missing two buses, I got home and had the weirdest desire to self harm, something I've never done (except if you count overeating as a form of self harm). I napped, and the feelings went away. Reki cosplayed Jinx yesterday. Life is wonderful. Life isn't so bad right now, it's just fucking gloomy, it's november, by the time I get to work it's dark, by the time I get home it's pitch black, but I need to constantly reassure myself of the good things in life > My work is fucking easy, I am practically being paid to look at 4chan on my phone > I get to post on neko and spend saturdays watching kinos with friends > I get to hang out with a big group of nice people on sunday > There's a new girl for me to fixate/daydream about dating but never approach romantically Life is significantly better than August, except it was sunny in August. I need to be happier. Reki cosplayed Jinx yesterday. Life is wonderful. I keep coming up with new reasons to not try and ask NuBGC Girl out. I'm significantly older than her, she has neurodivergent problems different to mine (I am some kind of depressive, she's got a semi-physical condition), she's friends with and hangs out with a few people I find annoying. I like to invent excuses. It's funny, I've asked a few girls out over the last few years, and it's usually the ones I care little for that I hype myself up into doing it for. Any I actually like, I talk myself out of. Reki cosplayed Jinx yesterday. Life is wonderful.