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I don't really know how to word this without sounding like a gay retard but I'm looking to learn about ideologies that advocate for collective ownership & anti capitalism without being dumbasses about leftist identity politics.  I've recently been radicalized in the other direction on social issues (particularly in regards to race/ethnicity/nationality and trans issues).  I had a nagging thought in the back of my mind back in 2020 with all the BLM shit but mostly ignored it, but recently the Karmelo Anthony case and the black community's reaction to it has sort of (but not fully) lead me towards believing we are incapable of coexisting with these people.  Israel's genocide on the Palestinians & the level of control they have over our media & politicians have lead me towards straight up antisemitism.  Trans people are extremely annoying, mentally ill, and have made it much more frustrating to exist as a gay person (yes I'm a faggot).

Anyways, I'm kind of lost on what my ideology is right now and where to find communities that align with what I believe.  If there's any books I should read, info I should know about (I know this community hates Jews so I'm sure there's a lot of shit I could learn here lmao), or communities I could be pointed towards (I understand if these want to be gatekept though) I would greatly appreciate it