It made me reflect not just on myself but on events at large, the most profound moment for me was this. That I yearn to see the world that could of been had the parasite not played it's game. I yearn to see how far our people could of gone had the shackles of ursery and lies not been forced upon us. I know this is a world I will never see, it is a world that has been denied me. To us. I cannot fight for what never was however I can fight for a world that can be. I can give all I can to whoever I can, grant what strength and hope I have to as many of my kin as my words may reach in the hopes that they too can find the same strength others once gave me. This gift I give freely and gladly for without my brothers before me I would not have the strength of spirit to continue on now. I give all I can because we must lift each other up, now more than ever. Men are needed, Men of honour and nobility, Men who are brave enough to dream the same impossible dream our forefathers once took for granted. A homeland. A future free of lies, ursery and machinations. A world worthy of our people. I care not what other offshoots of humanity do in their homelands, they are not my concern, my concern is only for the betrayed, only for my people. For those who had their future stolen. I know one day like all others I will be nought but dust and bones. But until then, until that day I choose to fight on as we all must as well. We have one life, one chance at doing something worthy. We may live on in Heaven or where ever other spiritual planes reside but we must earn that place of rest justly, we must earn that peace by showing first what we can do in this life. It does not matter if our names and faces are forgotten, what matters is our actions. Those are the things that will echo and not in the semetic name way, those are the things that matter. We do not fight on for accolades nor prestige, we do not fight on for recognition nor money. We fight on for our people, we give all we can for our people. So they can have the future that was denied to us. So they never have to fear for their future, so that they can build all the things we never could. So they may never know the sorrows we have known. That is what matters. I know I won't live to see such a thing. But I shall do all I can to make sure as many of us get there as possible, even if it but one voice in a small corner. As long as one person finds hope in my words then when I finally fall I shall fall with pride in my heart for that is all I want. To know I made a difference, no matter how small. That I helped my people. That is all any of us can ever ask for. 

You are not alone. None of us are. Our faces and voices may never be known to each other but we all stand for the same thing, we all fight on in this dying world so we can build something anew together. Mayhaps one day we may relinquish our masks and embrace each other as brothers should upon the shores of our homelands, mayhaps we won't get that chance. But our sons will. Our children will. That is what matters now. That we survive and keep pushing even in the smallest way so that our actions, our resistance to this vile age bears the fruit of hope that can sustain them when we are gone. You are part of that hope. All of us have been degraded by this nightmare we live in, all of us have been wounded by the beast that is the modern semetic Western culture. But those wounds heal, your wounds heal. So carry that weight. Deny the parasite it's victory over you, carry it and walk, others will help carry it with you for that is what brothers do but they cannot find purchase on that burden unless you lift it first. Together as one we'll walk together through this nightmare, together as one we'll make it through the night.