After yet another Rule 3 violation, ban and deletion preceded by 'denazification' propaganda some fool thought they might try to slip by because it was in French, I can't say I disagree with OP much. One fact I'm aware of to counter this is a major hindrance. OP, you appear to have grown up among jews at least outside your doorstep. Your life seems like you've encountered kikes much more often than the rest of us. What chance would we have of acting like jews? As I've said to this sort of plan before, we Aryans have had honor through centuries of our ancestry. Dishonorable actions always mean shame. Debasing yourself enough to infiltrate kikes will cause you to feel disgust in the long-run. You might even start feeling sympathy for the parasites despite the deathvax killing your father. This isn't a compromise I would be willing to risk, but then again I can't condemn you for wanting to bring ZOG down as long as it doesn't become more empowered. Regarding your last post, I believe that behavior is a sort of Stockholm syndrome seeing as our nations are hostages of kikes.

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