Excuse my rant towards the OP if it seems like blasphemy to you few Christians out there. If any remain. See, because I had a strict Catholic upbringing and then the family turned towards strict Lutheran (pretty much anti Catholic). I've been in that confusing system since my youth. Christians are like children abandoned by their fathers. We sing praises of Sky Dad and hope He will come back. But He's never going to return because He hates us. Or if He doesn't, He's sick of our shit thanks to a few ungrateful jews in the desert who kept sacrificing their babies to Canaanite gods.