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I wrote that book as an invisible apology to a woman I betrayed.

Now she might be a liberal that has done drugs and lives with her fiancee/husband, but a decade ago we exchanged company and dreams. Even though we wasted time with each other, I betrayed her once by been in denial over my emotions, and I betrayed her again when in that denial I sacrificed her for attention.

Now I am broken and vulnerable over the realization that my emotions for her died before I could reply back "I love you too." A decade ago I would have given her my virginity.

:^3