And prayer is but the reflection of ambition. If the Christian God had not been eliminated from this universe, his answer to your prayers would be the next Great Flood, for only in death you can become closer to god. Such is your degenerate, life-denying, existence-despising faith. It is not even a faith so much as it is an anti-faith against the integrity of the human species--and that alone is based on the lack of your individual integrity.