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I dont know but as i read the OP i think you got mocked by system for noticing that its not working and how you basically are burned out from it like ted katczinsky said in his wisdom

Also you made a severe mistake to go to psychiatrist as they will give you meds ALWAYS because in todays srandarts it is viewed as pathological phenomena if you dont react positivley on the enviroment you are forced in
t. Someone who had to suffer a large amount of xanax almost because i got tired of very stresfull enviroment i had to work in