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> I'll try look at things differently anon, thanks for your kind words."
You are welcome.....and I see you have actually done that in your room.
> I guess there is still part of me that wants a rulebook for everything
You are your own rules and the best is that you can create, destroy and modify them whenever you want. However, the rule book should be oriented to something that moves things forward to yourself inside your hooves. The beauty of life is to succeed and fail through the process and you will discover it day after day.