> "Rarity, what the fuck are you doing lady? I want to get this over." he said
> "No you don´t, you aren´t actually like this" Rarity said with confidence.
> "How do you know that, bitch? You are just a mere illusion who knows nothing about me. Besides, you treat every stallion like shit,why would I believe you?" he said.
> "I know about your folders, you are a beautiful person"Rarity said.
> "Oh for Celestia´s sake, I wish I was fucking sober and end this, this is fucking embarrassing and awkward,lady" he said grabbing a bottle of whisky.
> "Don´t please, just don´t" Rarity answered with some doubts looking for something less painful. She was running out of time, her magical body was disappearing.She grabbed the pack of cigarettes,at least it would cause a lesser pain. "Here, take them" Rarity said quickly
> "Why are you giving them to me Rarity?You know they also cause death,right? he asked while grabbing one.
> "I know but....I have come here to say that I love you, you have a long life to live, I cannot stand watching you like this, posting and feeling like a nobody, that´s too sad for me" Rarity said.
> "Rarity, you cannot be serious, I feel like shit, how do I know that you love me? he asked with a tear shred through his face.
> "Just please, don´t turn your brain off. Don´t do it. If you want to cause yourself pain while I may not like it.....just keep smoking.Do it for me, please"Rarity claimed desperately trying to find a solution in order to save a life.
> " I am garbage Rarity, you are not solving my problems at all, you are just prolonging a slow death." he said crying
> "Keep smoking,remember me each time you do it. Please keep smoking. I know it hurts, but I don´t want you to die, keep smoking" Rarity said with a sad face.
> "Darling, I don´t know if I can keep that promise, Rarity. I...." he said.
> "You love me and I know you too. Whatever you do, I will still love you... forever." Rarity said in a final sentence.
> "Rarity!" he shouted.
> she came back to the wallpaper and he knew she wouldn´t see her....just another episode to review and remember.
> this time, he couldn´t avoid making content about her, it was his waifu.
> during the production, he brought the cigarettes, smoking instead of feeling suicidal
> he actually loved his waifu but from the inside, he felt like shit for nt telling his love to her.
> he owes his life, a promise and an eternal debt to her
> but he could stay on Earth for a little longer, delivering lessons and entertainment. Rarity filled a soft spot that would mark his actions. 
> her fabulous character and generous actions had made an impact in the real life, full of machines and devoid people 
> MLP saved a lif and aCelstia knows how many more but no one will read such thoughts seriously...

> who knows and who will care about these symptoms, we may be over before acknowledging our decadence. We are simply replicants for our self imposed system, feeling like nothing.Only a colorful show could sadly fill ourselves instead of a religion...

may the sun protect us, Rarity. May the force of Equestria give us life and a reason to exist,darling.Goodbye, my little lady.