> in the wake of darkness
> how am I supposed to tell that I exist?
> how am I supposed to say that this story will never get written?
> how can I say all the dreams I have visited and all those nightmares and illusions came true?
> when someone thinks about this territory,you feel uneasy,you feel disgusted and you don't want to talk about it
> the less I know about them,the better because we all try to pursue the light
> but what happens if that light closes the door to you?
> what happens when the mistake of a young sister could cause all this trouble?
> what happens when my life gets thrown away in the most necessary moments from familiar ponies?
> was my support fake?
> should I take that for a revenge against her?

"Dear Sister Celestia,why did leave me behind?"