> however,those bat ponies weren't that easy to convince them
> in fact,those little subjects,didn't have that good look nor cuteness that I could appreciate for now
> they had a tribal language, mostly making noises like "Eeeeeek" between them
> when they heard me talking in the Equestrian ways,they opened their eyes
> they would menace me if I didn't follow them but when they saw my gestures of weakness and despair,they decided to stop and give me a little bit of attention
> looking around their eyes,they were as lost as me. I considered them as ponies and it seemed that my mistake was accomished in the end.
> they learned slowly the words from me and repeated them like babies around me.
> mostly one or two words at a time. Some of them wanted to choose the wild ways around the forest but others followed my lessons
> how ironic,I was teaching them the values of my Journal written along with my sister,I wonder if she is applying them as well
> they saw that my message was effective,they found it easier to talk between themselves
> and so,some were allienated and could follow me. Others learned by force or by circumstance,they saw others speaking it and they fell accidentally or by purpose
> in the end,while there were conflicts during the process (two or three big fights in fact),they all argued.....with my weapon. The same I used for them
> they had different ideas but no bat pony wanted to recover those ancient noises. They felt developed and more effective
> I was doing something for once and I felt proud of achieving something. I even got the coronation from them and put me as a figure to protect. All my orders were understood and applied.

> however,if I didn't have a bit of sanity,I wouldn't be writing this. My body has fallen and the positive message given to them didn't feel as positive. 
> I adoctrinated them, the language was the method to understand and spread the hate and despair I felt about you. Those achievemnts server for nothing but building drones to my cause.
> If you are reading this my sister,then it's because I still have good feelings about you.
> but for everything else,what could wake me up from this despair?
> whatever you want respond,whatever you want to feel,it feels mostly useless to me

> if you are going to visit us,you could see what I have built for myself
> tell me if this task was that easy,feel welcome and take a seat
> and find comfort....in this darkness.
> Because the night will last whatever it has to last.....forever.