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> In my head, I wore the regalia again and my mane floated in the air more violently than ever. The reflect of that orange color came from my helmet and my body whose rays were hot and powerful. 

> Now that I look at myself, I realize that I am perfectly conscious of my identity; I cannot blame the dark magic anymore. I knew that from Luna. I tried to convince her with that myth but she pursued herself in order to become a better pony with her Nightmare Moon powers in her body. She could have released them at any time but she took it and accepted her. She beat me in this aspect. 

“What can I do? What can I do?! I am here alone with this intimidating body and I cannot look like this in front of the rest. I have never been a princess like this….” I cried in order to avoid these words, with no illusions around. 

> I took a break and a neuron set up my mind with a different mood. I stopped crying and…

“Or have I?” I asked with an evil grin. 

 “If I am lost with this state, the world will burn with me then. If it has to get burned, I won´t always save it….because I never was the God everyone claimed. I was just a product along with my sister” I affirmed. 

“I will check the rest if it matters to me. For now, I am the only one who I care the most. I am ending this!” I concluded.

> I went to bed and I gradually lost that orange tone while I was trying to look for some sleep. As I always pretended with Daybreaker, let´s pretend that nothing of this has happened. I had put an evil grin on my face before the dreams started. Was any part of me enjoying this moment? 

> I woke up even more tired than usual and there was no sign of my modified body. Again, I haven´t resolved at all the railways problem. 

> I decided to call both for an unexpected reunion. I started it in the first hour of the weekend and both appeared again. I was going to make the usual presentations and such rules…in theory, I should have done but:

“Good morning, every creature. As you can see, I have reunited both Luna and Grampa Gruff to say that I am able to follow a few resolutions I have and one of them is not doing any railway at all if none of you facilitates me its setup.  I am too tired to understand all your arguments. Either you decide one over the other, or we do nothing or I decide whatever I feel like for both parts. I am not going spend more energy and consume myself with this level of pressure. I haven´t slept well and I am not in the best mood for it. I leave that to your own agreements” I said firmly.

> Both my sister and Grampa Gruff were surprised by my answer, they looked at each other and it seemed like their elitisms were gone. They noticed my behavior and low self-esteem I had because of yesterday. Despite going this way, I left more energies at these words than I would have imagined. I am asking myself if it´s because of…

“We understand you, your majesty” Grampa Gruff said.

“Yes, sister. You´d better get this free weekend for what you want” Luna said.

“Fine. Now if you let me, I have personal things to cover” I ended. 

> I left the situation up to them. The railways were going to be built sooner or later but I was leaving a lot to be desired with these red eyes and messy mane.

> Leaving that topic aside, I understand why Cadence loves to go around during the nights, flying and feeling free with her unrecognizable transformation such as a bat pony. Her boredom and routine drove her to a life full of void besides Flurry Heart. I shouldn´t have put such a dramatic face when I discovered her secret. 

> I emphasize with her and perhaps I should play with fire as well…

> And maybe I will know that this weekend, I will prove in front of all the dragons the pony who actually dominates the volcanoes…