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>>/4052/ > I was to randomly appear but not reply to previous post. I guess I could have stated that when I posted, oh well. yeah, well that was what my mind perceived at that moment. I have been pretty inactive lately and I will tell you that I am not going to reply to everything tonight. > Every project that I have here I have just been taking my merry time. Things were busy and It's nice just to keep a relaxed atmosphere. It'd be too stressful to do otherwise. even though I wrote the Mirror of Fire because of the routine in two nights, I agree. It´s not recommended at all to have this "project" so consuming and one of the reasons I have slowed down a lot is because I am doing other things IRL and keeping up at what I can do. Browsing on the internet for the /go/ thread doesn´t seem to be that stressful and that journalistic task can be prepared at anytime. > As for the event, it is only relevant because of its tiny connection to here. >>/1325/ The anniversary of that. out of all the events....yep, you had yo remember that one and it´s indeed haunting. No wonder one would remember it because of the shock that came after it.Rereading those two comments has lead me to an impression that those were different times and I wonder how I had the confidence to show such an event like death and then, you posted an even more tragic version of it, amplified a thousand times more than mine because of your involvement and the moments that you had shared with her. > Not much worth mentioning other than it is haunting for me that /endpone/ was around for 2 different eras of my life. I may have more to say at some point but I wanna keep things chill and non IRL and I'm not sure where it go at the moment. dealing with a topic like this doesn´t seem to carry the most optimistic feelings that you can find out there, isn´t it? Not sure if the event itself is more haunting or the fact that you have had the will to present it on public and managing to keep it relevant after one year. /endpone/ wasn´t supposed to reach this level (well, nothing was supposed to be here at first) but what I mean is that this level of depth and personal stuff. I brought it at first but then, you manage to beat it after seeing my posts. I don´t know if we will reach that level of IRL sadness anytime soon (hopefully not) but I am noticing that we were much more innocent and that every post could have been the last. Probably that mindset helped to share inner reflections that were shared, the replies kept going and time passed night after night. If you want a chill conclusion for it, don´t be sad by the fact that her death had to happen. On the bright side, be glad that you have managed to share it again as if that day happened yesterday but with more energy and confidence.