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> it wasn´t because I have to do it well. That and another subject. It hasn´t been the nicest experience not because of its content it´s an interesting read honestly but sweet Celestia, it´s that dense to memorize but because I hadn´t studied that content for 4 years or so (nor even focused all that much with this depth back then). 

It may have not mattered then but now it's a requirement to pass this goal! Oof, yeah not pleasant. 

> I do manage to take both routes and I have watched the latest episode tonight...

That was time not wasted. A episode like that I'd watch even if it was a waste of precious free time. It's that good.

> I feel like some of those words or at least the mentality behind them sounds like they came from my posts somewhere in the old threads.

I was thinking the same. There is an uncertain expression or urge behind it. Like your thread of a personal project or some of your edits.

> it sounds like you have been onto something that words might not accomplish to explain completely. Only a fraction of it gets exposed most of the time. 

Yeah, because it could go in so many places...